My thoughts for college

 Real life is starting to flash before my eyes real quick. My personal goal is to go out of state for college, I am actually determined. As I sit back and start to think I come to find out that I'm really going to gone, away from everything and everyone I am familiar with. I want to say it is scary, but I don't think it is I think it is only going to benefit me in the long run. Leaning on my parents for every advice will have to come to a halt, I make my own decisions out there. For example, to go to a party or to not go to a party, that comes up many times in the college life. As far as the teacher lifestyle and all the say that they don't care and everything. That theory has started to fade for me, I hear that at a HBCU the teachers want to see an individual succeed and that interest even more. At the same token I know that I would not depend on anyone for my individual success. Everything is just becoming stressful as soon as I start to ponder about college and how my life would be. Even the thought of friends, would I have friends or would I be to myself it is stressful. Although I don't have to have someone it is just going to make college life experience be special for me. I know that I want to be involved in different clubs and activities in college because that is something that can help me in college, you never know who you can connect with while being involved.